Complaint of the sleep-deprived

I'm so tired of being tired.
Seriously, I feel permanently tired, regardless of whether I've had enough sleep or not. WTF. Aaaand I have zero motivation and no energy to write and I have a shit-ton of things to do and I MISS MY WRITING DAMN IT.
*/rant*

On another note, I've been catching up with Berserk. Ooooh the shiny. CREEPY, HORRIBLE FAIRYTALE WORLD - HELL YEAH. Pffft, I'm such a dystopian-universes fangirl it's not even funny.

I've also been watching Ookiku Furikabutte. The baseball part is boring as fuck (long matches with lots of unintelligible technical explanations and longer pseudo-scientific explanations for ridiculous "brain" training) but. BUT.
This show is so GAY, right from the start - ABE AND MIHASHI BASICALLY TELLING EACH OTHER "I LOVE LIKE YOU", WITH THE WORD "SUKI" AND ALL, AND THAT'S ONLY THE VERY BEGINNING GUYS. THOSE TWO ARE SO OFFICIALLY MARRIED. XD

Aaaand now I'm looking for Oofuri fics, and I've found the pretty kink meme, and.
IT HAS SUCH PRETTY PROMPTS FOR ODA/KANOU. WHY AREN'T THEY FILLED. WHYYYYYY. 

Come on, guys! Dirty talking in Kansai ben! Seducing the country boy out of his closet!
WHY DO I HAVE TO FALL FOR THE UNPOPULAR PAIRING AGAIN?